Poems

Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.
I lie on my bed,
Screaming in my head.
Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,
Constantly there.
the echo of glass breaking,
And me still emotionless as I lay.
The doors are slamming.
More glasses breaking.
And me just falling,
With no delay.
Now the house grows dark.
Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows.
And all my fears have come true.

This small secret of mine
will always stay as be.
No live soul will I tell
about the stunning he.

But.........

Whenever I see you
my mouth seem to be locked,
on that beaut body harbor
my thoughts seem to be docked

I want to talk with you
but courage is slight.
With regretness for self,
you walked by in a flight.

Schoolwork is absent in
replacement of pure you.
Keep on wondering if
you feel the same way too.

But............

Just because I dont act

The colours of the sky,
well they keep changing.
The stages going through your face,
well yeah, they're racing.
The time is pacing,
and your thoughts are amazing.

When will you ever see,
the thing inside of me?
When will it be,
when you can see
the demons right inside of me.

Time can't tell,
but these scars,
yeah, they will.
These thoughts give me chills.
I'm losing track of my will.

My mind is exploded with
thoughts of life and love,
and what this means.

Why should I worry when
Gunshots ring out throughout the field
Warning, reminding, constantly repeating
Marking the night with invisible punctures.

With childish imagination, I have thought that love was
pretty and pink with laces.

But after I fell in love, I realized I was badly mistaken.
Love, it really was rough with sharp parts sticking out.

Because my expectation was destroyed, I was
depressed, hurt.

But I learned, a bit too late, that
Love should not be left there, untouched.
We have to shape it together.
Love...Is that

The thoughts floating through the night sky of my mind are terrifying. They strangle the ravens hiding in the dark spots. The hovering shadows are stern as they observe carefully my actions. They know what I'll do next, they understand my every motion, every action. All the emotions, are there any? They question my soul, if I've got one. Ravens swoop to the depths of my soul, and I can't control my thoughts any longer, shadows and ravens overtake me. Strangle me.

there is fog and she can't quite realize why there is fog
and there is fog and she can't quite realize why there is fog
billowing like a lostcigarettesomeone'sfilthyashtray
glare at the windshield wipers  swishswishswish
don't understand why the lights all gone out
broken bottles she can taste iron on the black

They cradled me as I took my first breaths

And aided me in making my very first steps.

They carried me to bed and tucked me goodnight

And hugged me in teaching me to write.

Through school they embraced me with pride

Now hers must replace the strength of mine,

For fate has chosen to shorten my time.

Death to me no longer brings fear,

For here or in Heaven, she will always be near.